Completely to yourself, with no worry whatsoever. You can choose to have your family, friends, or anyone around you or not.
What would you do?
The reason I ask, all my friends have been busy. I'm not so busy so I've been sitting around doing nothing. I like to be social, so when I can't be, I get bored. And when I get bored. I get depressed. So I ask, what would you do? I'm trying to figure out some fun activities to do with my friends, and just need some ideas. Yesterday we went swimming, which was fun but disturbing (I'm not "racists" towards fat people, but seeing so many kind of irritates me), but now we are all kind of feeling like crap from all the chlorine and wave pool.
So what would be fun? Nothing like going to see a movie. That's about 2-3 hours of the day. Something where you spend at least do something for like.. . 5 hours doing and when someone asks "whatd you do today" you can have a lot to share.
Anyways, anyone got some ideas they like to do? We all can drive so our options aren't really limited (oh and since you all know I'm 18, I cannot drink).
Also, I don't want to get into personal detail here, because I know it pisses you guys off, but please just know that throughout my childhood, I had a great life, than something happened, and everything went to hell. I've had to deal with stuff that no one should ever have to deal with. I've seen things no one should ever have to see, and I've had thoughts, ideas, and feelings no one should ever have to go through. So, I do know I "complain" too much, but I don't know what you guys think, but I've seen some nasty crap throughtout my life, and I'd just like for once everything to be perfect. You cannot change the past, and god knows I wouldn't (I believe if you change 1 thing, 1 simple thing, in the past, something you love now could be lost, and it's not worth the risk to me)
But just know, I've got demons in me that I've been combating for a long time now, and it's been hard on me. So if you think I'm an idiot, douche bag, or whatever you think I am, just know I've gone through a lot.
What would you do?
The reason I ask, all my friends have been busy. I'm not so busy so I've been sitting around doing nothing. I like to be social, so when I can't be, I get bored. And when I get bored. I get depressed. So I ask, what would you do? I'm trying to figure out some fun activities to do with my friends, and just need some ideas. Yesterday we went swimming, which was fun but disturbing (I'm not "racists" towards fat people, but seeing so many kind of irritates me), but now we are all kind of feeling like crap from all the chlorine and wave pool.
So what would be fun? Nothing like going to see a movie. That's about 2-3 hours of the day. Something where you spend at least do something for like.. . 5 hours doing and when someone asks "whatd you do today" you can have a lot to share.
Anyways, anyone got some ideas they like to do? We all can drive so our options aren't really limited (oh and since you all know I'm 18, I cannot drink).
Also, I don't want to get into personal detail here, because I know it pisses you guys off, but please just know that throughout my childhood, I had a great life, than something happened, and everything went to hell. I've had to deal with stuff that no one should ever have to deal with. I've seen things no one should ever have to see, and I've had thoughts, ideas, and feelings no one should ever have to go through. So, I do know I "complain" too much, but I don't know what you guys think, but I've seen some nasty crap throughtout my life, and I'd just like for once everything to be perfect. You cannot change the past, and god knows I wouldn't (I believe if you change 1 thing, 1 simple thing, in the past, something you love now could be lost, and it's not worth the risk to me)
But just know, I've got demons in me that I've been combating for a long time now, and it's been hard on me. So if you think I'm an idiot, douche bag, or whatever you think I am, just know I've gone through a lot.
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